Saturday, February 23, 2008

too much options.


Do you know what it feels like if you have to choose so many options? It feels bad. I'm in this situation right now. I feel lucky but uncomfortable. :(

I can't choose because I HATE CHOOSING. I think choosing is the hardest thing that I have to do in my life. I rather hide my self inside my blanket and never think of choosing.

So tell me, what should I do if those options are perfect?

Friday, February 8, 2008

what do you think?

Shocking picture.

My brother can't drive a car. So when he need to go to a salon, I'm the one who have to drive him there.

When we arrived, we both found this shocking picture. Is that our president? Yea it is. But he looks stupid and cheap. How can the most popular guy on this country cut his hair in this cheap barber shop?

Take a good look.

Lets ask that IT expert (yea right doh!) Roy Suryo, whether is it a fake picture or not. Then let's wait. Will the police arrest the barber because of this, like when they arrest my brother 3 years ago?

I don't think so. You know why? Because the barber didn't put Roy Suryo's face on that picture.

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

why this world is not fair?

Aileen Wuornos

I still couldn't understand if I have to say, God is fair.

There's a lucky girl name Paris Hilton, who is beautiful and rich. Her grandfather was the Hilton Hotel founder. She travels around the world everyday for fun. She has a lot of friends who willing to spend the day with her. She has a family who love her very much. She has everything that girls ever wish of. She is lucky.

But there's an unlucky girl named Aileen Wuornos. Ever heard of her? Her unlucky life story was filmed in a movie called Monster, starring Charlize Theron as Aileen.

Her parent was her grandparent because her real parent never raise her. Her grandfather physically and sexually abused her as a child and her grandmother was an abusive alcoholic. She's pregnant in the age of 14 and claimed to have had sex with multiple partners, including her own brother. She began to work as a prostitute while still in school. Even she's not ugly, but she's not a goodlooking girl. So that is why many people around her never respect her. But then she met this lesbian girl name Tyria Moore. Tyria Moore was the only one who respected her, that's why Wuornos were very in love with her, eventho Wuornos claimed she's not a lesbian before. To support herself and Moore's daily needs, she work as a prostitute. But one day, one of her client was torturing her. So she killed him and stole his money. Then she relized, by killing her client, she can get more money without having sex with them. That's why she began kliing her clients and be a serial klller. When the police found her then arrested her, Wuornos claimed she was rapped and it was a self-defense. But in the courthouse, Moore said that Wuornos never told her about she being rapped. That's why Wuornos gets a death penalty in 2001 with lethal injection. Her last words were "I'd just like to say I'm sailing with the Rock and I'll be back like Independence Day with Jesus, June 6, like the movie, big mother ship and all. I'll be back."

I cannot finish watching this movie. It's too hard for me to relize that, there was a very unlucky girl who ever lives in this planet. So should I say God is fair?